I always lik almost every time think of writing or some thing interesting thought pops into my mind.. I’m in no mood of jottin it down cz these so called creative ideas or stuff worth sharing comes to me.. when im half asleep in my cozy bed.. or while traveling to office, partying with frnds sittin in the resto, watchin sm movie, n yeah this is the most common place where I actually want to sit down n jus scribble….. naah don’t think smthg stupid.. its when im in a meeting wit smone who is talking n im talking to myself on the same.. n whts likely to happen is that I smtimes get confused did I thk this or he actually said this.. yeah yeah that’s when I glide down from my thinking ride.. it isn’t so that I’ll b thinking smthg gr8.. constructive.. sm plan.. those are jus bizarre thoughts..

This.. that.. n why this.. or why me.. its lik a string of thoughts that either cheers me up or drains me down..

Ohh well the main reason behind me writing this down was.. the time I spent with my buddies at our beach trip.. being with all, having fun, troubling each other, eating out, calling names, singing loudly, throwing sand on each other, playin in water, aah.. so soo many thgs.. sitting next to bonfire.. hummin songs, yes it does include teasing a frnd cz she’s missin her boyfrnd.. softly talking to him on the cell, gazing at the stars, listening to the water on the sea shore, collecting shells, n an all time fav writing on the sand, building castles.. n the beach sports.. okkk playin cricket isn’t included but we did play.. we played badminton cum cricket, then catchin the ball along with the sand, and since we all are good at cheating.. no one was ever out.. so snatching the bat also became a new game.. n comin back to the room, cards were inevitable.. n the legacy of cheaters continued.. with throwing the cards on each other.. which also got combined with pillow fights, sheet fights, n then started the photography sessions.. the different styles.. the variations in mood.. posing for the snap.. initially it was all to be natural n nice.. then it was pre planned settin.. u do this, n I’ll b lik this… which also included lil lil fights n dusssmm dussumm.. complimentary I must say… coming back home wasn’t in our minds, but the phone rang.. the office desk reminded.. ohh holidays and fun times with frnds.. TIME JUS FLEW AWAY….!!!!!
okk now the trip n fun doesn’t end after comin back, it continues thru msgin.. meetin to share the snaps.. meetin to make plans for another trip…
yeah it continues..  

Writing this down feels lik writing smone a love letter.. reminds me the first time I saw him, wasn’t knowing that its him.. that I would fall for.. wasn’t aware that this could take me so far… I knw I mean… “we were both young when I first saw you, I close my eyes and the flashback starts……”

Yeah.. it actually starts a way long back.. no it surely wasn’t love at first sight.. but when I think of all those times.. it was jus abt seein him, knowing him, n yeah it all happened gradually, n when it all was goin on.. jus didn’t realise it…….

Each facet of his was so different, so luring that I was always eager to know him more.. well it has been journey for both of us, there has been happened a lot in the time span, I have learned, evolved, understood.. n so has he.. but the truth that each time I see him doin smthg different, its so him yet its so not him.. I know he believes in all this, n so he does wht he does.. the initial approach may make me feel a bit unsure of all that he is intending on doing, but the end result is sure success, its my faith in him.. but above all is his strength n honesty that stands by my faith.. u knw we say that we lik smthg that is really worth liking.. n with him.. after every thg he does, I only lik, love him more n more….

By now you must b wondering who is he..?? n why he means so much to me???
well.. I’m talking abt Aamir Khan.. the actor among the stars, yes it is a taunt to others who assume themselves of bein actors, yeah Amitabh Bachchan is an exception to it..

Right from QSQT to his 3 idiots.. jus didn’t see Mangal Pandey, n Mela.. n yeah in his early movies, Raakh.. but rest yeah seen them all.. not once.. twice but ample of times… there was one time when I used to count watching Lagaan n DCH.. but later realised doin it is waste of time.. he has been a source of inspiration, have learnt a lot thru his work.. agreed that I don’t know him personally, nor did feel any need of knowing so.. his work speaks for himself his choices so evident n makin their mark on their terms.. I’m lik completely bowled over by him.. there’s a lot of respect for him, n ya I adore his presence.. blushing.. feels lik n know it for sure that he’ll never break my heart J

HNY...

yeah.. its New yr... new dairies, calenders, sm new resolutions, sm old ones (that are improvised according to us), sm determined plans, an effort to do smthg better than last yr.... we all do it.. always, its lik havin smthg new n playin around with it till its new.... we all act lik kids dont we..??

after knowin all this.. i still ve plans.. plans lik givin frnds more time.. bein with family.. the juggle betwn work home frnds.. its all still the same, will crunch in a few thgs.. manage it better....

i thk i ve realised smthg abt me, is that im quiet flexible.... im mean, it was abt deciding whr to party.. how to party... who all will b thr n all.... i was ready to b wit buddies at a rockin dance floor party.. as well as i liked the idea of sittin down at CCD n chattin over a hot cocoa... makin a bhel with cousins n havin cold drinks... watchin movies.. im completely ok with this.... well thr are undoubtedly certain thgs which i wouldnt b compromising on, n ya those are mostly the detail stuff...

havin all types of frnds.. n adjustin with them understanding them.. has broaden my approach, but then.... well the topic is gettin diverted...... so back to new yr... my first so called new yr party was with my trek grp.. everyone was a stranger then.. at tarkarli beach.. it was gr8.. gettin my peace of mind.... n then it was a rockin party wit buddies...n a movie marathon wit bro n sis.. which had a marathi drama, movie lik torque, n an Aamir's all time fav with a cup of coffee with cadbury n then with my best frnds it was a terrace night out with chips n cold drinks.. gazing at stars, watchin the fire crackers burst.. cracking jokes... n then this yr it was a hot cocoa n best buds n CCD.... hopin to make many more such memories with loved ones.. keepin the smile intact.. the craziness intact...