attitude.. appraoch.... n appreciation.........

Writing as in writing with a proper pen and paper after a long time, makes me feel like a school goin girl…. For the thought of writing or to be able to have a mind of your own, thinking n cultivating thoughts requires a lot of reading, making you aware of the various thoughts that different people can have about a single thing. While growin up a habit was cultivated, the habit of readin newspaper early in the morning while havin cocoa.. today too I cant leave home without a sneak peak into it n yeah after settling at my desk I do open up “yahoo news” or my local newspapers website.. Sort of bein a part of bigger, outer world, updated with all the sense of connectivity. The uneasiness I have on 27th Jan don’t wonder.. its coz 26th Jan bein the Republic day n the next day press has a holiday so no newspaper at your doorstep.
So many things are a part of our lives, mostly taken for granted, a habit inherited.. my mom’s habit of readin smthg before sleepin has come to me as well, that’s “smthg” will include anythg n everythg. Its lik sm article in newspaper or a short story in the magazine or a novel in continuation also I need a cup of cocoa or coffee before I sleep.. its so necessary one more habit right from my childhood.. well with all this I while travelling back home, as usual was thinking and yeah for a change a bit deep and slightly on a serious note.. thought abt how attitude, approach and appreciation are interlinked, its goes smthg lik this ppl’s approach develops my attitude, wit my approach I receive positive/negative form of appreciation that makes me think of my attitude and how I appreciate others which develops their approach towards me, and an impression of my overall attitude. The whole thing is a way of self analysis, the belief in, the approach matters, the never give up attitude matters and yeah the ability to take all kinds of appreciation matters. I know its getting jumbled but sleep over these words and make a little change in yourself, give a little credit to others…. You’ll knw wht actually it means…
 

Date:21st Feb 2011.

After writing this.. I thought over it, felt lik smthg's missin.. a sense of incomplete conversation.... so addin it up today.. Well while writin abt appreciation, approach n attitude.. I would lik to elaborate my thinkin of all these bein interlinked, by givin an example.. n u might thk or atleast give a thought to whtever i've put forward.. so.... I'm smone who is a pure veggie... but it doesnt restrict me eatin on the same table wit my frnds who eat non veg.. n yessss.. there are frnds who invite me, or try to tell me that i shld eat once... but i smhow dont feel so.. n quiet frnakly have told them as well, that unless I feel lik eatin, I wont.. U can say thats my attitude.. n yeah i equally say to them that i'm ok wit u guys eatin, n im not puttin any retrictions nor am i tellin them to quit eatin jus for me... well to this approach, I ve always received appreciation in the form of respect.. no one ever teases me.. nor tries to make me eat wht they lik n enjoy... n thier such approach makes me appreciate them in return.. n they too develop an attitude of allowin smone to b he/she is... acceptin ppl for who they are.... may b i'm still not very convinced on the whole write up abt it.. but i've given my shot.. best one if i may say so.... coz i've actually edited this post to prove my thoughts..... If u readin it, n relatin smthg or other.. do share it......

hmmmmmm N i'm still thinking..

Yday was reading an article abt blogging, it included ppl who blog regularly, how they started it, why they started it, how their journey has been.. I as a child not very peculiar though but liked writing essays, mainly imaginative ones.. smthg that allowed me to assume, break away from the existing world.. the type of topics we were to write were mostly.. one day at railway platform, an autobiography of a pen, if I were the prime minister.. n so on n so forth..

The language I wrote into didn’t matter much.. but the imagination was brought to reality for the time being.. I remember sitting wit mom n discussing the topics, the mess at times it used to become coz mom use to tell thgs but expect me to have a thg of my own, dad too use to give many points to think abt, but never helped me making it as a point of own… I guess that’s when I learnt to understand others opinion and develop my very own opinion.. I knw smhow that writing does give an insight abt the topic or any conversation, smthg that makes u sleep over it and get a different perspective..  coming back to why ppl write and wht they mostly write abt, its so much to do wit their age and the experiences they have.. writing gives them a platform to share, to express, n while doin so get to understand oneself better.. sm ppl write abt their dreams, the small stories they weave, their imagination, sm ppl write abt why they lik smthg n not lik smthg.. sm tell experiences, sm are happy that they experienced it, while sm crib.. (mostly political blogs/ or an experience wit sm institution) sm lik sharing recipes ( n I must say delicious ones ;) sm have a poetic aspect in their writing.. n ya how can I forget the travel blog.. the various cultures, traditions, ppl that we experience thru visiting various cities, countries.. then there’s photographic blog.. yeah smtimes pictures speak louder than words.. well.. after all this.. I write jus as I observe.. try to understand ppl.. try to fit in.. I write coz certain thgs can b expressed only wit writing.. hmmmmm.. n I’m still thinking..