tryin to write random....

have been reading blogs.. tryin to understand the whole blog concept... so today is my first attempt to write bizzare.. yet meaningful.. about me, n yet so much in general... so as i said i ve been readin blogs around.. i went thru smone.. who could actually write pages abt himself.. n that made me wonder.. wht is abt me, that could b written???? my likes dislikes.. my behavior.. my dreams... my understanding abt anythg n everythg... well whenever i ve tried to think abt myself, the thg that pops in is am i bein selfish....???? n no matter wht i thk.. this has to come..... "yeah it does come even if i thk of ordering my fav "hot cocoa latte"..... sad, but true............. its not lik i havent seriously sat down n thought of it.. but this thg restricts me mostly... but then this yr.. (sort of summin up 2010) i have done thgs that my heart says.. n bashed up the inner voice sayin.. so wht.. i wanna do it... i would happily consider it as my achievement.. ya i ve done waterfall rappelling, tried out partyin late night.. jus bitching abt few ppl.. thought of takin revenge, but thats seriously not me :( may b in 2011... i'll gather the courage to do so.....

Now talkin abt my likes... i'll never b able to give up loving Aamir.. (blushin.. ) n thinkin of zoobi doobi... wow... i could jus close my eyes.. n thk... n........... lets not discuss.. ahh dislikes sad human beings.. n unfortunately i knw ample of them :( but its okkk without them where will i get my humor n my excellent taunting skills.... dislike lies as well.. also shallow human beings.... now abt my behaviour.. i ve always been good atleast tried to b.. n yaa i believe be good to others not bcz they are good to us, be good coz u believe in goodness....... but lately since this revenge thg has struck my brain, i'm thkin that let ur actions define my reactions.. i knw.. i knw.. again thats not me.... but i could b................ well thats for today.. my dreams, n my blah blah... for sm other day ;)